Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
"We don't look for love because it sucks to be alone watching movies or because it's nice to cuddle up with someone on rainy days..we look for love because we want to be forgiven..for the mistakes we make. Love is an act of forgiveness, that for all our imperfections, we are accepted and forgiven no matter how hurtful our mistakes are."
Saturday, January 3, 2009
The Greatest Irony of Love:
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.
For some, they think that letting go is one way
Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.
Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.
We always fall in love with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.
You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.
There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.
Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.
I think this is the worst I've ever gotten hurt from you. My feelings are so confused. I'm hoping whatever happens, I can get over you this time. Let go and move on. I've waited almost 2 years to see you change into the perfect guy I've always wanted, but now I feel our relationship was based on lies. I guess you aren't the guy I thought and wished you were. And I truely think your better off with the life you were living behind my back. Now I really see why people say I deserve better. It's just that I feel stupid for believing your different from the rest of guys out there, because I really thought you were. You don't know how stupid you made me look. I don't know what I was doing wrong for you to go and do that without even thinking about me. I'm sorry if I hurt you with the words I said. I felt you deserved it and I hope you got hurt. Really hurt. I want you to realize what you put me through so it goes in your fuckin head. I don't know what I have to do to make you just love me whole-heartedly. Maybe our time is up finally. I regret so many things. I can't believe I sticked with you after all those times you hurt me so bad. And I can't even believe I can get so hurt by a boy. I can't believe I believed the stuff you said to me. I've never felt like this before, ever. I loved you with everything I got, everything I have. I guess I don't make you happy then. I wish whatever happens is for the best. Maybe I can finally let go of you and live my life knowing there's someone better out there waiting for me to come along so they can treat me the way I deserve to be treated. I hope you really learn from this and not break anymore hearts. Be the man your lady is proud of and shows off. Stop rolling with the crowd and be different. It will make you stand out and have a title. You choose how people want to recognize you as. Don't be just another guy who plays around thinking you can do whatever you want. Grow up and stop thinking about yourself. If you want to have the responsibility of calling someone your own, SHOW IT. PROVE IT. It can't just be shown by one person. That's why your IN A RELATIONSHIP where it involves 2 people. Not just you. I hope all this goes in your head and stays there. Because I do want you to be different. But your the one who chooses what and who you want to be. I'll leave you with the decision because you know I been down for you since day one. I love you so much that I sacraficed so many things for you. I went out my way and loved and cared for you. Your the one I've always wanted and you should already know that by now. Never once did I thought about another guy. The only guy in the picture was you. And everyone knew that. I don't know what else you want from me because I've given everything I have just to make you happy. And I have so much feelings for you. Your the only boy I have ever had feelings for. And your the one choosing if you want that to stay in me or leave. And I still think and know you do have potential to be unique. Just know I'm always down for you but only if you let it and want it to be reciprocal. Please, really think about it. Because I don't want to be in it still if your gonna be doing all those. Especially since you don't like telling me things for some reason. I'll leave it at this: I love you so much but if you don't want me to, I'll stop.
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.
For some, they think that letting go is one way
Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.
Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.
We always fall in love with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.
You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.
There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.
Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.
I think this is the worst I've ever gotten hurt from you. My feelings are so confused. I'm hoping whatever happens, I can get over you this time. Let go and move on. I've waited almost 2 years to see you change into the perfect guy I've always wanted, but now I feel our relationship was based on lies. I guess you aren't the guy I thought and wished you were. And I truely think your better off with the life you were living behind my back. Now I really see why people say I deserve better. It's just that I feel stupid for believing your different from the rest of guys out there, because I really thought you were. You don't know how stupid you made me look. I don't know what I was doing wrong for you to go and do that without even thinking about me. I'm sorry if I hurt you with the words I said. I felt you deserved it and I hope you got hurt. Really hurt. I want you to realize what you put me through so it goes in your fuckin head. I don't know what I have to do to make you just love me whole-heartedly. Maybe our time is up finally. I regret so many things. I can't believe I sticked with you after all those times you hurt me so bad. And I can't even believe I can get so hurt by a boy. I can't believe I believed the stuff you said to me. I've never felt like this before, ever. I loved you with everything I got, everything I have. I guess I don't make you happy then. I wish whatever happens is for the best. Maybe I can finally let go of you and live my life knowing there's someone better out there waiting for me to come along so they can treat me the way I deserve to be treated. I hope you really learn from this and not break anymore hearts. Be the man your lady is proud of and shows off. Stop rolling with the crowd and be different. It will make you stand out and have a title. You choose how people want to recognize you as. Don't be just another guy who plays around thinking you can do whatever you want. Grow up and stop thinking about yourself. If you want to have the responsibility of calling someone your own, SHOW IT. PROVE IT. It can't just be shown by one person. That's why your IN A RELATIONSHIP where it involves 2 people. Not just you. I hope all this goes in your head and stays there. Because I do want you to be different. But your the one who chooses what and who you want to be. I'll leave you with the decision because you know I been down for you since day one. I love you so much that I sacraficed so many things for you. I went out my way and loved and cared for you. Your the one I've always wanted and you should already know that by now. Never once did I thought about another guy. The only guy in the picture was you. And everyone knew that. I don't know what else you want from me because I've given everything I have just to make you happy. And I have so much feelings for you. Your the only boy I have ever had feelings for. And your the one choosing if you want that to stay in me or leave. And I still think and know you do have potential to be unique. Just know I'm always down for you but only if you let it and want it to be reciprocal. Please, really think about it. Because I don't want to be in it still if your gonna be doing all those. Especially since you don't like telling me things for some reason. I'll leave it at this: I love you so much but if you don't want me to, I'll stop.
Hurt again.
Here we go again. I found out the truth finally, and it's actually coming from you. I don't know what I did to you for you to go and do all those. Maybe I'm doing something wrong? I never felt so hurt by you telling me what you did. I guess it was better for me to let everything out than hold my insecurities in. Because now I know the truth and the real you. Your just like other guys. Everything you say is all BS to me. I'm sorry if I'm being harsh. But you get what you deserve. You reap what you sow. Just realize I loved you with everything I got. Not once did ever think about hurting you. Not once did I ever think about losing your trust. Sometimes I wonder why you do the things you do. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. March 2, 2007 - September 29, 2008 November 2, 2008 - January 2, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
22.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together."
I just read something I didn't want to read. After I read it, my eyes became watery and the feelings I had during that one month came rushing in me. It scared me.
PS. Happy 22 Months. I love you.
I just read something I didn't want to read. After I read it, my eyes became watery and the feelings I had during that one month came rushing in me. It scared me.
PS. Happy 22 Months. I love you.
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