BECAUSE I GET THE FEELING THAT YOUR GONNA WALK OUT ON ME ONE DAY...

"The ones who smile like nothing's wrong are the ones fighting a battle you know nothing about."

“The worst feeling isn’t being lonely; it’s when someone makes you feel special then suddenly leaves you hanging.

"You can't see that I'm hurting. You don't even notice the pain. It feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine, while I'm drowning in the rain."

Your scaring me again...

not the kind of guy i want or wanted...

Sorry I didn't tell you what I wanted to eat
Sorry I pushed you away on the couch
Sorry you acted that way
Sorry I walked out
Sorry you shut the door behind me
Sorry you didn't come after me


All my fuckin fault

So I don't know what's going on anymore:( It's about to be a year now since our first breakup and I feel like it's gonna take the same turn again=/ I don't know how you feel about me anymore and I wish you would tell me. I feel it's harder for us to get things out now. I'm letting my guard up again. Yesterday I saw the same person I seen a year ago when we broke up. Like always, I want to make it work but I want to feel how I used to feel with you where I get feelings that I never felt before, where I would get butterflies, where I would get that tingly feeling when you kiss me or hold my hand. I don't know where all that went. You don't show emotion to me anymore. You don't cry like you used to anymore, you don't care like you used to anymore. Your not open to me like you were. I'm trying my hardest to stay strong for you and to stick with you. I'm giving you all that I got and that's what I've been giving. I don't know if that's not enough for you. I know what I want but I don't know what you want anymore because I don't see or feel it.